Struggling here.......

HI everyone, long time no post! To be honest the daily life is very stressful at them moment and am surprsied I'm even able to type as my hands shake with uncontrollable nerves, teenegers and toddlers in one house who copes? one long battle like the scene at the end of Narnia but with less hooved half human half beast characters although maybe if I morphed into such a thing people might stating to take some notice of me

The trouble is I now feel like I'm beginning to join them- throwing tantrums over small things like when the bread doesn't fit in the toaster " grrrr get in your stupid bread.. why won't it fit in....... will someone get this bloody bread in the toaster!!!!!!! oh I don't want it anymore, leaving bread now looking like someone has tried to make origami out of it- on side and turning round to everyone in the family staring at you in disbelief , with arms crossed I stomp off to find something less challenging to do like facebook the place you argue with your teenage son everyday about living his life inside but If you were to be honest its only because he's hogging the computer and you really want to check how many notifications you have as seeing him log in and always having 45 flashing red notifications is leaving you slighly envious. The truth of is I've had enough Of getting the blame for everything from not having clean pants to how awful England played last night- I've had enough of...poo, pants, boys, men,housework gardening,dirty washing, clean washing, dogs, dog hair, toilets, arguements, jibber jabber, jermey kyle, viagra emails, rain, lack of warmth, no privacy , never eating a whole anything to myself, no sleep, moaning oh and did I mention Boys and men.... Rant over!

I apologise for my lack of punctuation  and for the fact that your now blue in the face after reading this, I hope to be back soon with teenage angst and thats just from me.....

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